well where do i start?.... me and my mum had such a special bond!!... not only was we mother and son but we where best friends we use to share so much together. my mum was one of a kind she doted on her fammily and had a absolute heart of gold!... she was and still is my idole ( MY ANGEL ) when my mum passed part of me passed away to!... i lost my mum i never ever thought that would ever happen to someone like me!.. it destroyed me! to know that i lost my mum to a reason that is still unknown!.. every day i sit and wonder what she is doing up there and i know she is doing the same!.. all i have now is memmories and dreams and that is what keeps me going on a day to day bassis! well i cant write anymore because im welling up!... just want people to know that you should never dissrespect your mum or argue and not appologise because once they are gone you will spend a lifetime in anger knowing that you should have treated her that little bit better!!... i love you mum more than words can explain rest in peace we will be together again one day! all of us! xxxxxxx